Merry Christmas 2012

It’s Our Place

You said it’s our place,

where there’s no one around,

It’s only you and me…

in this silence of cloud,

it's our secret room

no noise and crowded even disturb….

You said it’s our place,

when we made our love last for forever,

nothing could explain, only both of us understand,

how laughter and pain blended as one eternal substance

You said it’s our place,

you promise  to stand beside me always,

when the night comes, the star will shine us with hope for the future,

when rain comes, we will be much stronger than we were,

and when the sun shines too strong, it reminds you to save me in distance

I was saying enough, but we keep moving on

I’m so grateful to have you in life

you save me from my nightmare

you take me when I falling down

you know I almost give up that time..

then your warm embrace tell me how diamond is still so beautiful in mud

It’s our place,

when people keep whispering of us and we keep going,

nothing to compare, I don’t care what the world said,

I’m happy being with you,

I’m glad to have you,

I’m proud standing beside you each time I open my eyes..

It’s our place,

we’ll last forever in eternity,

covering our life with laughter and affection,

no one have to know…

that’s the crowded run away

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When I Say Good Bye….

It’s time to say good bye…

this is the end…

not end of anything,

but my ordinary day…

It’s time for me to say good bye,

the rain has gone, my rainbow was appearing,

it was not colorful,

too dark and look pale…

It’s time for me to say good bye..

good bye is hurt, memories is hurting too…

I know something left within…

I can’t take it back…

can’t take it back…

It’s time for me to say good bye..

thank you my dear…

see you in a glance may relieve me..

but it’s my end already...of everything,

It’s time for me to say good bye,

well. I’m not in grieve..

well, I’m not in regret,

and I’m not sad,

everything’s fine for me

I’m glad passing the moment with you..

the memories follow me..

stay in my heart forever

when I say good bye and see your “good-bye smile”..

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as I’m The Perfect Grief…

don’t ask me anything when I’m sad,

keep your mouth in silence,

stop your curiosity  or I might guilt to set you in pain

as I’m the perfect grief…

don’t try to catch me when I’m on my tears

I try to hide it from the world…

I’m broken anytime ..somehow,

but letting you know will be my biggest mistakes,

just stop your curiosity,

as I’m a perfect grief...

In my silence I speak,

how everything is getting mess and mess,

It’s getting bigger and bigger for each second,

it starts scaring me  for sure,

I could not make up my mind,

and I don’t want anyone to know..

that I cry and want to scream out in most of my times,

as I almost meet my end..

as I almost end within my tragedy…

was and still, perfect grief was my destiny,

you don’t have to understand,

you don’t have to know,

let it be my burdened,

let me face it and make me grow  weaker,

well in fact I’m still so thankful…

I’m not commit for anything,

I’m not cry for every injured

it was my grief in silence,

It speaks in my world and people would not understand,

That I feel so lost, insecure and go astray,

It’s way too far… and no one can’t even save me,

not even Lord!

nothing but emptiest hole in my heart

*Photo Credit: Silver Spiral

Almost The Time- Broken Heart Poetry

It’s almost the time,

when I can’t stand anymore and wish to get out of your life,

I’m tired , deep down, and frustrated,

with all of your lies and misbehaves

I cry, well you don’t have to know..

I’m the hero of your life, exactly I’m not!

I give up, well you don’t have to understand

all that you’ve got, I’m the tough one

this just you don’t really know me!

I’m weak..

trapped into my valley and keep my pain in silence,

three years was full of sacrifice,

it’s enough for me to get off,

I’m give up…

as you expected..

you said I’m a great person..

well, you never saw my frightened  above my own shadow,

you thought I’m strong and ready to die for,

that you can’t read me when I was smile in fake

I pretend, indeed…

I was pretending and act so well…

I thought you will know since you claim understand me

but it’s false..,

false… false and false…

to be with you was my biggest mistake then!

and it’s almost the time

for me to give  it up and show my white flag,

end of my journey..

end of my fight…

end of my sacrifice…

end of my dedication…

my salvation bag is ready to go…

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Best Quotes from Albert Einstein ( Quotes of The Month )

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There is nothing divine about morality, it is a purely human affair.

(1954)

Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius -- and a lot of courage -- to move in the opposite direction.

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Imagination is more important than knowledge.

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Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. The true value of a human being is determined by the measure and the sense in which they have obtained liberation from them self. We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if humanity is to survive.

( year of 1954)

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The release of atom power has changed everything except our way of thinking...the solution to this problem lies in the heart of mankind. If only I had known, I should have become a watchmaker.

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Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.

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To raise new questions, new possibilities, to regard old questions from a new angle, require creative imagination and marks real advances in science.

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The only real valuable thing is intuition.

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I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice.

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God is subtle but he is not malicious.

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Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.

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A person starts to live when he can live outside himself.

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I never think of the future.

It comes soon enough.

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The eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility.

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Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

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Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler.

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Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it.

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My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind.

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The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education.

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God does not care about our mathematical difficulties.

He integrates empirically.

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Peace cannot be kept by force.

It can only be achieved by understanding.

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We can't solve problems by using the same  kind  of  thinking we used when we created them.

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Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school.

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Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from weak minds.

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The important thing is not to stop questioning.

Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

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Do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics.

 I can assure you mine are still greater.

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If A is a success in life, then A equals X plus Y plus Z.

Work is X; Y is play; and Z is keeping your mouth shut.

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Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.

(Sign hanging in Einstein's office at Princeton)

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Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the universe.

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