New Year, New Resolution, be a Better Person!

This post would be start with my warm regards for all The Christian in The World who just celebrate Christmas on December 25^th 2011. Let’s wish this Christmas will bring  the joyness and peacefull to the whole world.

And let’s count days left! Who guess time moves very swift? It’s seems like yesterday I’ve just graduate from my Senior High School, have no responsibility to seek for penny and just having fun with my friend. Woooww, those are on 2009! Do you feel the same?? Don’t you believe that we left 2011 soon for 2012. Yeah, NEW YEAR again!!

Some people have unique prediction about 2012 as the end of human life. Well, for me it’s just take me to another life and time level. New year happen every year and sometimes if you don’t have special celebration with the one you love, new year will sound boring. In fact, some people choose to celebrate new year with firework and really waiting for that moment, but in the other hand, some other just take it easy and think those doesn’t important, it’s just “same off days” which is spent by earlier sleeping time. Even if actually, celebration don’t need too much attention, but I believe that celebrate it will give you new spirit and remain in your heart and memories, do you agree with me?

New Year = New Resolution = New Promise = Plan to be a better person!

The proverbs said : Tomorrow must be better than yesterday. I believe that new year should be oriented as plan to be a better person. Many people make New Year Resolution as the promise to repair their self character and achieve what they’ve left in previous year. Most important thing to be notice : MAKE YOUR SIMPLE CONSISTEN RESOLUTION. Those who make 11 – 20 point of New Year Resolution sounds great at the first time, but then they doubt and lose spirit to fulfill their promise. Fffiuhhhh…. Useless!!

Make your simple consistent resolution is great advice. Starting by yourself, by simple thing around you and consistent for whole the year. The best thing about New Year resolution is when you able to fulfill all your target and give your own gift as the appreciation or award. That’s it! Don’t ignore about this funny gift, it’s function like the magic box that give you additional cheer and spirit.

Remember What’s Left, Repair for Tomorrow

Always remember : Don’t be too much to make list of New Year Resolution. Take it easy, but serious. Believe your power, but don’t give too weight burdened. Know your limit is very important for self improvement.

Here is the step for New Year’s Resolution Guide :

1.      Remember thing in previous year ( 2011 ) you want to correct and change, since it give you bad impact, such as always wake up late, too much in purchase thing, never greet neighbor, never wash your own clothes or even lazy to do your own homework. Create as many as list of yours.

2.      Do selection for the point, which one you really need to change and which on can be tolerate.

3.      Arrange your resolution point and describe what you want to change.

4.      Prepare your self for kind of punishment when you can’t fulfill your target and gift when you achieve your target. If needed, tell your parent that you made this New Year Resolution, I think they will be proud of you and even give you additional gift and award surprisingly when you achieve your target.

5.      Do it consistently and be a better of you!

Pay attention with point number 5. All of your effort will be wasteful if you lost your concentration and consistent. It’s very important. And to help you to remind every single point of this resolution and enjoy the game, here is the example of New Year Resolution Contract. You can adopt it and change it based on your sense. 

Example of New Year Resolution Contract

Nice try and win yourself for better bright character! 
Good luck!


~ Princess Kaurvaki

Can I be just Fine? -Dark Poetry

Can I be just fine?

when I open my eyes…

start my days with this sorrow,

I’m the trouble!

my life is a super trouble!

I hate this situation,

and wish skipping this step..

NOW!!

Can I be just fine??

when I know tomorrow is always been my bad day

People scold at me,

I live this scary alone

Spiritless…

Heartless…

Can I be just fine?

walk through this empty room,

and I know there’s no hope

and no more dream to chase

Can I be just fine?

when I open my eyes…

just realize I was sent to another stranger space,

there’s no live here!

I feel so much frightened…

this situation is getting worse and worse

Can I be just fine?

knowing no one care about me

knowing I’m weird and defect

and my life is all about sorrow and dark tunnel

I always pray to get my life over!

Oh God, I swear I wish this over !!

I have no hope left!

Can I be just fine?

there’s only the sadness in my face..

this line is look more real..

I can’t smile,

just tears flew in my check

Oh, Gosh!

I want to take a rest,

I want to sleep for now…

for tomorrow…

the next days…

for then…

next year..

and for forever…

and I know ..

it may the only way to make feel little better

*Photo Credit: ashadeofpen(dot)wordpress(dot)com

You are My Innocent Face- Love Poetry

You are my innocent face..

please don’t go, stay right here beside me..

I know how to take care you,

when others just left..

Don’t you know when the leaves start to fall,

Your smile comes like a sun shine,

It’s like the fresh air,

You blast me through my veins!

Arrggghhhhhhh….. !

no single word could describe,

how in love I am…!

and when the rainbow started to paint,

your face flashes my faith and brings me new colour,

Hey, I bet no one can replace you!

Your innocent face is another fantastic melody ever!

It’s quite in my soul,

feel so deep within…

Now, what else??

you wish this poetry go along and on?

well, sorry to disappoint you!

I just have no more words to describe,

I just remembering you,

only you.. you.. and you..!

your smell taste a million best perfume ever!

and it’s ringing in my nose when I’m asleep..

I’ve lost my choice, my darl!

I’m give my self up on you!

time suddenly stop when I see your face deeply,

it’s way running so slow…

I couldn’t say anything when those two beautiful eyes staring back at me..

I never succeed to pursue you,

You are too beautiful to touch

You are too amazing for me to keep wondering

You are the only lady rule me in many ways..

You are my orange juice,

You are my innocent face!

*Photo Credit: Jab We Met The Movie

Complaining The Silly Thing- Poetry

Oh, you!

How shame you are,

You complaining the silly thing,

Well… you should not do!

How shame you are!

How could you lost your faith??

Hey you, please look around!

Big level indicated big responsibility,

But you just keep complaining the silly thing!
need more assistance doing your work, ha?

Hey, why don’t you spend minutes for extra time??

Work out like the way we did!

Don’t hurry us, it’s your responsibility!!

Don’t abuse us just because we’re the beneath low!

And stop complaining for this silly thing!

Rejecting is our choice!

What a shame!!

You lost your pride!

Hey, stop judging us!

Spent your time to solve your work,

You could solve problem by yourself!

Don’t blame other who don’t want to help you,

They know you are expert in wordplay,

We understand how effortless you are!

Rejecting is our choice!

Don’t blame us who don’t want to help you!

We have our own responsibility,

You can’t turn us into a slave!

Hey, you!

You have no shame!

Just complaining this silly thing!

Hey, you!!

Wake up, don’t turn us into a slave!

How shame you are!

Your mentality is too much weak!

Begging for help like a looser!

Photo Credit: 123RF

*Dedicated for my Ex Officemate

Best Sadness Quotes

Somebody SCREAM OUT LOUD!!

Couldn’t you hear it?

It’s sound a tears and million hurts

( Redva Kaurvaki )

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Have you ever felt so alone and nothing make sense?

Well, That’s how I feel right now

I feel like facing everything by myself with NOTHING but TEARS and a FAKE SMILE

( Anonymous )

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 “Sadness does not last forever when we walk in the direction of that which we always desired.”

( Paulo Coelho, The Fifth Mountain )

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“I can’t set my hopes too high, cause every Hello ends with a Goodbye”

( Ddlovato – Catch Me )

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“There are two types of people in the world: those who prefer to be sad among others, and those who prefer to be sad alone.”

( Nicole Krauss, The History of Love )

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So let me go,

and you will find someone…

( Yellow Card – My Only One )

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“Sadness is a vice.”

( Gustave Flaubert )

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“I am intrigued by the smile upon your face, and the sadness within your eyes”

( Jeremy Aldana )

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 “I've never wanted to be loved. And God Knows no one's done it yet.”

( Lisa Kleypas, Tempt Me at Twilight )

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“I'm fine. Well, I'm not fine - I'm here."

"Is there something wrong with that?"

"Absolutely.”

( Ned Vizzini, It's Kind of a Funny Story )

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“When you feel sadness inside,

wipe it away by cries and tears!”

( Toba Beta, My Ancestor Was an Ancient Astronaut )

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 “If you can't get what you want, you end up doing something else, just to get some relief. Just to keep from going crazy. Because when you're sad enough, you look for ways to fill you up.”

( Laura Pritchett, Sky Bridge: A Novel )

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Why is my existence so perfect with dark places? And why do I no longer care?

( Lemuel W. H. Ranier )

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Oh… Gosh!!!

I'm fragile & need your damn luck help!!

I'm selfish but wish your full understanding..

( Redva Kaurvaki )

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“Why do beautiful songs make you sad?'

'Because they aren't true.'

'Never?'

'Nothing is beautiful and true.”

( Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close )

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“Sometimes you weren't supposed to share pain. Sometimes it was best just to deal with it alone.”

( Sarah Addison Allen, The Sugar Queen )

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